last day i got a huge personality problem. i dont know how to express what i really feel about. crancky and being temperemental i had. dont know what going through all these shits, its like im not enjoyed of people,even my family either. so i talked harshly,i did bad things, i cant concentration  in my office, debate with my friend. pissed off in every single day.

 Then i took some dvds, downloaded dvd series i get one point about deep inside my self, maybe i just cant express well for person who i really loved so much, so it will be found i talked so shit and chaos but i did it for expressed how really those people into my life.

God, i just spell it out to him in my self, why did so basic i got.

NB : for people who had problems with me, in case with you. i ll eat you alive, and hug you tighly then saying "you just broke my heart smoothly sayangku"